Happy Days


For all the pain collected over our drilling working days,
Here are few blissful "Holy Days" to sanctify ourselves :)
So, take a pause, ponder, relish, retrospect and take a sigh.
Before we scatter again into bits and bytes, 
Lets Celebrate these God gifted days !
Wish you all Good Friday, Happy Easter and an Enriching Vishu!

(2009)

Freedom at Midnight


On the calendar it read Friday, 07 December 2008.
For me however, it was 30 January. Friday, 30 January 1948 to be precise.


I am among the crowd who have gathered to attend the prayer of Mahatma. I saw the great soul walking through the garden along with Abha and Manu. A sort of divine aura seemed to emanate from him.

Then from the crowd, I heard that gun shot.

I stood in shock, staring the evening sky.

The great soul has transcended.

I felt heavy. I couldn’t' move.

Mahatma in his last procession. I saw him. I saw him lying among the masses, still, peaceful,divine. As he was taken to the funeral pyre, I gasped among the crowd along the banks of Jamuna.

In a few moments, at a distance the dark fumes emerged in the sky.

Lead me from the Unreal to the Real
From Darkness to Light
From Death to Immortality. 

The second crucification has just ended.

(Thoughts reading Second Crucification from the book Freedom at Midnight)

The Dark Night


31 October 2008, 9:00 pm.

The night felt darker in its creepy silence.
A chill of winter air flushed my lungs.
Yet, I was severely suffocating -
A distress never felt before.
But the sky was calm.
Winking stars, patch of clouds, the hidden moon.
Then in the silence,
I heard the clank of the key -

The door has closed -
closed for a final time.
There was no looking back.
I walked down into darkness.
Into the fathomless darkness.
Into the cold darkness.
Into the ruthless darkness.
I realised I am dead and I am born again.

Wall Street



60, Wall Street
16.April.2007
(first day at 60, Wall Street)

I have heard about Wall Street. But I am blissfully ignorant about its real reputation especially amongst the top-notch business circles of the World. May be the default distance which I keep to the “businessmen” left me less bothered to know what it is all about. So when I am told our office is at 60, Wall Street I hardly felt anything special. But I am a little nervous - some sort of suspense is in my mind, over my first day at New York office which made me wake up as early as 5:30 am. I got ready within an hour in my new clothes. By 8'O clock, my friend also got ready to take me to the office.

The wind is chilling in New Jersey as we took a quick stride to the Journal Square Path Subway Station. It is just 5 min walk to the station. An escalator takes us down. I swiped the ticket to enter the platform. The ticket from New Jersey to New York costs $2, if we take one and $1.5 each if we take a bulk ticket for 20 trips. My friend had kept ready one bulk ticket for me.

The platform is not as big as those we see in India, less crowded and much clean. In another two minutes, a train screamed in and stopped in Platform 3. The hoarding on it read WTC, our destination. The train is moderately crowded with office goers. An announcement is made and the doors got closed, as the train started.

Inside the train, I felt I am surrounded by the entire clans of this world. There are golden hair Europeans, the blue-eyed from Middle-East, the pink skin Americans, the needle-eye Chinese, the broad-lipped, tree-tall, dark-toned Africans, and the thick-moustache - high turban Indians – Ha, what a cosmopolitan journey to start with!

The train travelled mostly through a tunnel which is below river Hudson as told by my friend. After stops at two stations we reached our destination – all within 30 minutes. We get down and move with the crowd to the upstairs. From there we take two escalators to reach the Broadway. We walk out. Just outside there is massive construction going on in a seemingly large pit. “This is the place where the famous WTC buildings once stood. Now construction is on-going for another building.” – said my friend. We walked alongside the fence. Few remains of the WTC are still kept intact there as a memoir. I looked around. There are tall buildings around us many of about 50-70 floors. But WTC was the King among them with 100 floors - almost twice the height of what we see in the surroundings.  An unknown feeling sweep through my mind – that day, Sep 11, 2001 flashed again – I was at home watching the television when I saw that – the second flight crashing into the WTC - live! Now I am at the very same location. I looked up. The sky is bald and clear. No traces of clouds. Once, here, the sun might have found it hard even to see the Earth. But now!

 We walked along the narrow Broadway watching the New York Stock Exchange to reach the 60 Wall Street.  “Here we are” – said my friend.  I suddenly came out from my gentle trance. Here is a giant building in front of me –it stands like a grand old stout man – The Deutsche Bank building rising to 47 stories. Later I came to know this building was earlier owned by JPMorgan. From them it was taken over by Deutsche Bank. We entered through a revolving door to the security for the pass. We then took a lift, a royal one, first to the 26th floor for security check and then to the 15th floor of the office. An introductory talk to the Managers followed. And finally I am given a seat with a computer.

With prayers I take the seat. In my mind the virtual images of my vagrant life are streaming. From the obscure streets of a little village in Kerala life has dragged me to the financial capital of this World – to the Wall Street! – may be for a purpose!

Coming Back

31.Mar.2007

I hear the chirp of morning birds
I feel the whiff of wet sand and the
heart beat of motherland
here my dears
I am coming back !

(a day before returning back to India)

@Capital of Capitalism


Structures carved in neo-classical architecture,
Snow white Administrative Offices and Memorials in marble,
Museums on human history to the technology of space,
Lush greenery, trees and lawns,
Polite Potomak with clear and fresh air around...
Its pretty hard to believe, behind this calm city lies...
the monster of Capitalism which is slowly chewing up this entire world.

(On thevisit to Washington D.C. - Sep 2-3, 2006)

Indian Snacks - Made in US

In Mumbai, I used to savor Vadapav and a cutting tea for a mere Rs.5/- (Year - 2004). Over to this hemisphere of Earth, things are a little different. Here is what we have to shell out to taste something Indian :$
Vadapav - $2
Tea/Coffee - $1
Bhel Puri/Sev Puri - $3
Chaat - $3
Masala Dosa - $3
Lunch - $6
(Rates as of Aug-2006, New Jersey, Indian Street)

R.K Narayan

Saturday, 29 July, 2006

Today, I completed R.K.Narayan's 'My Dateless Diary'. It is a compilation on experiences of his American Journey in 1956 (exactly 50 years ago). He narrates more about his meeting with different personaliities, and his work on 'Guide' (which he completed when he was here) but there are few glimpses of the American lifestyle expressed in his own unique simple style. 

The New York he described in it has not changed much. The Empire state building, the Madison square, the numerous streets, all are as they were then. But there are few changes too. Like for instance, fifty-cents was then considered a decent tip to a taxi driver but now we are expected to give around two to four dollars. Then the beggar asked him for a dime, but now they ask for dollars.

As I read it, I felt it a little boring somewhere, but when I finished it, I felt, it shouldn't have. It was like my morning tea has suddenly gone empty. I read more on R K and his works and as I read I felt, I should have read his works long back.

So if you can grab any of his works, don’t hesitate. It’s sure to give you a pleasant reading time.

Trivia -

The Malgudi creator, R K Narayan was short-listed for Nobel Prize several times, someone who could come so close to it after Rabindranath Tagore. His works were translated into every European language.